Three to Five Years

I've drunk too much coffee and smoked too many cigarettes. I am not interested in people who tell me to quit things, so don't bother. Anxiety and worry has taken a close first to schoolwork in The List of Things Occupying My Time. We found out my mom has cancer, and FUCK. Three to five years with chemo, but more likely less. My family just can't catch a break. I need a day off from this storm of chaos. One more week, then midterms are over, and maybe I can find some time to dothedishesgetmyoilchangedcleanthekitchenreadabookknitforsixhoursplaywithmydoghangoutwithmyboyfriendtrytofigureouthowi'mevergoingtodealwiththis.